WAKE UP!

Hello.. sports carnival was pretty alright! Bossaball is not that fun after all. We started late and ended late too! Well.we didn't get to do our class tee on time but my class is really sweet we still insist on doing it. Guess everyone like the idea and even our TC likes it. And thank you our sweet TC on ordering pizza for everybody..appreciate it much. Thank you Mdm Devi Mr tan and Mrs lim.
Things has been falling on me lately, i'm standing upright, making myself stronger and not let myself fall, i know those guys behind my back would pick me up..but i wish to be independent.Maybe this time fate is playing with us maybe it is just fated? Well, i lose you once again. 1st time this kind of things happen, i still can act as if nothing happen, keep my fear inside where no ones knows. Deep inside my heart, it did heal but only a bit. The 2nd time i stand up strong for myself. I dislike your parents, i fight for myself and i have no fear in them. Because i knew what i am doing and it's not my fault. I knew you would cry,sad and being emotional. Keep yourself in the room. trying to fight, going against the fate. We can't choose our parents our siblings but we can choose whom we wants to be with. You have to face the reality talk to them,open your heart and tell them what you're thinking, tell them what makes you change and close the door of your heart from them. At least they could try to understand. Yes, i know you wish me to be happy. looking at what misery you have gone through isn't making me happy. keeping everything to yourself is also not. i didn't blame you but your parents, i don;t knw how to face you. i can just keep quiet. You must face the problem one day no matter how you hide. it is just a matter of time. In our like we can always choose happy or sad. i learn not to shed a tear on this, bring it on.. i am not scared of them. Make them embarrass and not me. I know it is not easy for us to open up and talk again.. but i just wants to tell you that, i can never forget how you help me in my secondary school day life. Those memories,shall always follow me through. And i never regret of meeting you and knowing you.Thank you for everything and i wish you all the best in whatever you do.
lastly, i thank those who have been there for me and tries to cheer me up. I am alright, let's all just continue our life and path in our own ways. Let's just study hard for our upcoming exams.

                                    i see no point holding it on, separate may be the best choice.