Hey, it has been so long that i come to update this dead blog again! During those dead blog days, quite a lot of things did happened. Well, of course the good and bad, the sad and the happy ones. Of course, only talking about the happy ones. i went to hong kong in November, well it's a good experience due to i have only been to Thailand and Malaysia so far. well, it was really fun and really did enjoy myself there with my schoolmates! the tour-guide were really friendly, thanks for bringing us around! We climb the Da Mao Shan(a mountain), trekking up the mountain was really fun, i love it the most, although i dislike leaving there! Cityview hotel is the best! Oh yeah, yesterday went to pearlyn house to give her a surprise, glad that she was touch! was really high and took lots of pictures!(:(: well,well i shall post the picture next time! Thinking of deleting this blog, hmmmm should i? alright, end here!
Goodbye!(:

:(/(:

Well it has been so long since i last updated my blog, many things have happen lately! Well, of course i'm not going to share this time with you guys. Having a lot of emotions in my heart. There's a saying' cherish the people around you' well, but in fact when they're around you, you don;t cherish it. People just have their own temper, own attitude. it is difficult to change, only when we start losing then we know how to cherish. Just like the word regret, it is the same meaning. Alright, let's talk about previous day, attended the 45th anniversary. i was fantastic, will miss the hip hoppers. Well, exams are round the corner's once again. will be starting on the 18 October. stress. goodbye. shall end here. 

Back to blog!

Today school ended at 12.45pm. Instead i went home at 5pm, due to staying back to complete teacher's day stuff. It was really a tiring session, Songtian kept singing to keep himself alive while Ralph keep eating so that he won't fall asleep. It took us so long because we ran out of idea and slow in making decision i guess. But i am satisfy with what we did! Very proud and happy of what we have done. Elvis stay back too, but went home around 4plus. Should be studying plus 1 today as Saturday and Sunday have to rush out my F&N coursework. It is due on Monday! So stress,lucky holiday is coming but it also not a time for us to slack though. Today's common test i know i did utterly bad for it. :( Oh well, after that went to meet my sister at orchard,ate dinner and watch 'STEP UP 3!" I Love this show basically, their dance were really awesome! love it till the max! That guy in the show was HANDSOME!(: i love this show, catch this show, don't miss it.!!!!!

Sadness fill with happiness, happiness filled with sadness.

Yesterday was the last day of NDP. It finally all ended on 9 of august 2010. First HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REBECCA AND ALOYSIUS NG! I think that yesterday dance was great, i love the celebration. i did not take any picture on my own, played with water! It was super fun, I'm super duper wet. Love yesterday the most, jianjie help us took a few pictures.Woke up super early accompany my mum to polyclinic wasted 2 hours there. Went to meet aunt which came from England.Sam and Ian was my childhood friend and my neighbour. Have a great chat with them!
Alright that's all!(:
i am worried indeed i am, the hidden words the hidden feeling. i don't wish for the others but wish for both if your health.There's too much to say but there's one thing i wish to hear. Which is from the doctor knowing that both of you are alright. That is all i need.:(

Went to school for YOG today! We were pretty excited looking out fir Tiam's jie and Fiona runs. But it turn out pretty fast that we just took at few seconds to looked at them running pass us. Yet we wait for about for then half an hour. After that took bus with pearl to hub at saw Jerome there with his family.Something embarrass that Pearlyn and i met.(: Went to meet my mum and sister for shopping, went to have our dinner and headed orchard. Bought a top and a shorts. Took pictures and love what i wore today. Monday is national day, ooh yeah...I'm tired, shall post again! GOODNIGHT!

Happy birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST PRISHEELA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY  HAOWEN MAMA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYONG!
Firstly happy birthday to ALL of you! May all of your wishes comes true! love you guys
Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to all you,
happy birthday!
Alright, yesterday ndp was quite alright. The only bad thing is weather is very hot! NDP soon going to end, and hope all of our hard work will pay off! Thanks to all that accompany me yesterday.And after that Saturday we finally have time to study, to sleep, to shop and lastly to do the things we like or love.(: 
School is still alright, still the same..But exams seems nearing  ahhhhhhhh... I will study hard and i can do it.(:
Well, these days seems a bot boring both brother in the army while my sister is at tioman. Coming home tonight. I don't know what's wrong with me these days..ahhh.. not sure what I'm thinking too. Just a little crazy these days. Went shopping with my mum on Friday bought something, it has been so long that i go to shop, as busy with all kind of stuff. I want to go swimming, but it has been raining and raining..Well, gonna post some picture i guess. shall end here..!

Hello, have been so busy this year. My days are so routine, so boring, so dead!Yesterday didn't went for ndip, cause i went to see doctor!Sorry to sexy once again, cause leave you alone! i felt bad! I think that i'm crazy, i felt uncomfortable yesterday because i did not attend ndp. I think ndp practices have become a part of life. Now i'm looking forward to national day where all of our hard work pays off! I have a lot of homework to complete, trying to cope. Schools became so boring! Well, we still have to study and work hard for our future. Let's talk about my life these days, i think i'm getting really crazy, i tend to think to much. I don;t know the reason why, hope all this thinking will not lead me to anywhere. it's not a good thing to think to much. Alright, today baby Ryan came to my house today. i really love him till the max! A baby that don't cry no matter what. Baby are really innocent, they don't have motive, they don't talk bad about you, they don't hide their feelings, they show their emotions. He came to my house today, he really lifted up my mood. When you say who is Ryan, he would tap his stomach!so cute! i play with him and he kiss me a lot of times! He is always smiling, i hope i could capture every of the moment using camera! but i didn't. This time i use my heart to do it, i remember it. When he need to go, he ran to me and kiss me to bid good bye.! So sweet, Thanks to him, my mood was really great! Had a really fun day spending with him. Shall update again when i'm free. will post nice picture next time! Good bye! 

just pictures

Laughing and joking day!

Hey,just came back from ndp once again! Freaking tired after a long day. Well I did enjoy today with pearlyn and Val! Joke a lot and we kept disturbing people! So funny and all of us laugh a lot. Shall post those photos on the other day. Put on make-up when ndp today,we looked like monster muhahaha... But some of the girls were quite pretty. Guys have to put on make up too but not that obvious. Well, we did a lot of stupid things. Thanks Wesley sim for the concern! You're the best okay! You are really funny and acts like my 2nd mama! So cute of you man. But I really appreciate it much see news still remember I'm involve in the ndp. Fatty, I'm not angry already, hope you relly learn a lesson! I shall post the pictures as soon as possible alright! Wondering should i post those ndp picures shall let me consider 1st. Alright it's late, my sweet darling bed is waiting for meee! Goodnight everyone! Heewoooooooo! Happy!(:

Heeha!

HeeHa! I am back again!
Alright, have ndp on the Saturday, it was raining that particular day. Everyone did it in the rain once again! I don't have any clip or pictures.My blog is so bored, soon will flood my blog with photos! When i am free alright?! And i am feeling alright already, no worries friends. I am really alright! Take care fw,sexy,jerome! Get well soon!(:
Shall end here since i don't know what else to continue with.

Worst day of 2010!

Been down these days! That day it seems to be a frightening nightmare but sad thing was that it wasn't a dream, it was for real. I seems to be in a drama situation, frighten and shock. Hello, is just a small problem? Why have to say things that are hush? why must make things turned this way? All of those sentences hunt me, i could clearly remember what you guys said! I really panic, of course tears just kept rolling down my cheeks. I don't wish to lose anyone, moreover see both of you behave like that. It hurts it really hurts, you guys are the most important to me. But there's nothing i can do, Next we got back our result, haiis i will work hard and work smart. I'm not letting you to beat me down. Just hope the rest of 2010 will be peace and smooth and nothing would happen again. I hope history would not repeat itself, i hope everything would be fine, that day when i was at the playground i looked up into the sky saw a lots of star in the sky, i pray. I hope god would hear what i have said. Life has to go on, but i hope my next life i would not be a human again. he he..Alright let's talk about school days! As usual, boring! Well we have been super busy, what are we busy with? NDP,STUDIES,CCA. yea yea ndp is not an excuse, but is tiring! Well, tomorrow having a trial run or real run not sure but have to put on make up and style our hair, aw www,,,hate it i have thick gel on my hair, i love natural hair.:( no choice. Hope tomorrow time would really fly! AND ..... better listen to me.okayyyyyy!Alright, readers i have to say i will seldom update my blog as I'm really  busy with stuff and work. Shall update when I'm free again. GOODBYEEEEEE......!(=

MY LOVELY SUNDAY! HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

Yo, here i am again!
0kay,let's start with yesterday, Saturday was occupied by NDP again. Starting was freaking boring, we just have to wait and wait. Have our lunch, it was pizza hut. It was yummy, what i can say is dinner just sucks! Half of my chicken were filled with bone. That was what we were given, with a packet of green soya bean! Puke, not nice at all! Okay, next finally our turn to rehears. It was super hot, everyone was thirsty..Everyone did not do well, for the 1st time as there were changes. Slack, pearlyn and i finish all the sweet that we had. She fell in love with the sweet that i bought, haha.. At night, rehearsal was fun, everyone sing and dance. Especially alex that group. After that home sweet home, only rehears 3 times and we spend the whole day there.! Thanks for coming..^.^ and thanks for the shirt, i think it really cost but thank you,i thought there were names or something, i didn;t expect it was that. But still thank ya lots,appreciate it much(= <3
Wake up in the morning today, was so tired and sleepy. Rush to novena to give support to my idiot as he sign up for this game called urban attack which was held there. It's something like ninja warrior, At least he didn't drop inside the water and complete the whole thing and did it in 1min and 18sec. I took a video of him and picture of course. Shall post it later.(sry can't post video here!
:( ). After that went to little to have a lunch and went to bugis to shop! Saw a high waist pants, feel like buying it. Still considering. Pearlyn let's go shopping!!!! When are we going? and take neo-print too if possible! haha.. Yeah. Home sweet home after that. saw thousands of dead bees in chong pang, is so er xin!!! and lastly, HAPPY DEAREST DADDY DAY! SORRY,we didn't celebrate as you hate to celebrate father's and your birthday. We know that, but i still i love you much! MUACKS! thanks for all your love.

Happy!!!

I am so happy today! Let's start, can't wake up in the morning!! Meet my primary school friends at the bus stop, everyone reach on time except Eugene! He overslept and head to Bishan without waiting for him, as he would meet us there. Waited for him to reach and off to sakae sushi but the told us that the buffet starts at 3pm which is the tea time, and the time was about 1.30pm. Rachel is hungry so we decided to go to swensen before leaving the place. It was pretty awkward! Head to swensen with the promotion on lunch free 1 for 1. A lot of people were queuing, then decided not to have and change to pizza hut, Does not have a lot of promotion and it doesn't seem nice, lastly we head to Long John to have our lunch, as always talk about past, camping,secondary and primary school day life, so on. After a long chat, decided to watch a movie instead as junction 8 was pretty boring, but nothing to watch and nothing to shop. Rachel recommend to go to other places but Eugene says he is lazy and plus he was sick, not totally recover! I said i want to have ice cream, so does Rachel and weishi, Went inside, decide what to eat and order. BISHAN SWEN SEN SERVICE IS SUCK! We waited a long time, Eugene drink was nice, but a little sour! but i like it! Share ice cream with Rachel and Weishi. A women in Swensen keep standing behind us, all of us dislike her. We continue, talking and smiling. Talking bad about the women too! Joy and Laughter. Wesley dislike her the most, he talked the least among us, he need to be disturb! HA HA! Then Eugene say very loud that the girl very GL! ha ha and i say that stands for "GOOD LOOKING" everyone laugh. Back to admiralty and the funny thing that Eugene say is Admiralty have fresh air! Lols, he really love admiralty a lot! The girls wants to take picture, so went to my house car park instead. LOVE ALL THE PICTURES! Ass wesley don't wish to take with me, give me a pervert look! Eugene still remember i hate people smoking, lucky ha ha! Because i throw away his before and attitude him! Thinking of the past is really funny, Love chatting with you guys, Hope to meet up once again! LOVE YA LOTS!

Went to NDP today. Met pearlyn as usual, although we were super tired, yet we're super hyper! Chat as if we long time never see each other, in fact we almost talk on the phone everyday! HAHa.!
The morning was already filled with noises,laughter and heartbeat!(: I capture everything down, thanks to my brain, love you brain! HA-HA. NDP was fun, maybe i'm too hyper, ended early as they think we did well, so went to meet up with the others to watch karate kid, bought tickets and went to food court to have our lunch, it was a funny one, and here comes jojo! Finish up our food, left the place bought popcorn and show started! DANG DANG DANG DANG!The show was funny, nice and AWESOME! I LOVE IT! Was super cold, slack awhile outside the mall and home sweet home! Half of the day is gone.
 Next half of the day was the worst..spoil my mood! Mum,scolded me and another person! Haiya,i just really tired of this kind of things, i shall let it be. :(
Thanks,for songtian, hearing me out,cheering me up! You the best!!! LOVE YOU MUCH!!! and also fw and pearlyn.
Morning is the best, I LOVE IT THE MOST! heeheeheee!

Mei you guo bu qu de shi, zhi you guo bu qu de xin!*(this is in chinese)**

Awww, fall sick these few days..Having gastric flu! Omg this is terrible, don't ever fall sick. If you did, you will suffer like me, only allow to eat porridge. Nothing else, you will vomit,feel uncomfortable and be in great pain!My stupid idiot brother have been tempting me with food! I'm so pissed off!!! Anyway, anyone know who's leong xuan? if you know msg me please!! Alright shall post again!! byebye

Today are just like one of the normal day i usually been through, no one is at home.
Watch TV. halfway lightning strike i got a shock, electricity got cut off. Lucky my brother and mum came back. just in time. lucky me(: Ate cereals for my so called breakfast.Receive msg from Tian and Julian. Heard from you guys did not bath for 3 days, and sleep less then 24hours? Bet you guys are really hungry and smelly.ha-ha!! Tian finally you're back, i have so many things to share with you.!! Hmmmm... having a headache now,  i suppose to go to bugis to get my book, but my mum drag and drag, maybe tomorrow I'll get it by myself i guess. do you remember the story you told me? about books? I am just a little moody and disappointed!Did not go swimming in the morning, well shall make it next time after my brother recover. Alright i have nothing more to say, shall end here.

Just for you to read. Hope after readig it, u will contact us.

                                                               =(

Hi!

 Did not have a good sleep once again! I SERIOUSLY don't understand what's with your thinking. i knew you have something keeping from us, i know it. Just that you're keeping from us. Seriously, that's not solving problem by running away. Come back to all of us, open up your heart and speak.. we'll sure listen and understand. All of us are not the kind which is so unreasonable. Have faith in yourself, stop doing all this. We aren't happy, either you are. So why must it be this way? You are such a great person believe it, you are. You told me no one is at fault, i know! But we can't know how you feel if you don't tell us. I seems to have a distance from you right now, those happiness that we all shared we don't wish to called that memories that we recalled. I don't wish to be in this state. so do the others.i can say i really unhappy, but it does not mean that i must continue being so sad. We can sure find things to cheer us up. Just the same you like to go beach because u like the sea breeze, we all care I'm sure you know . So don't push us away, maybe them?! We're worried, but there's nothing we can do. Don't give up. I'm sure there will be miracle. There's always hope as long as you have the heart and faith. BIE FANG QI! Hao bu hao? i have been hoping tomorrow will be a better, i know one day. i can really smile, when i really know everything is solve and with happy ending. Think about it, hope you will read this post ,its just for you! HAO HAO XIANG QI BAH!

hope, hope everything will be solve with a happy ending.

I'm waiting i am.. i know happiness is coming.  

 

Haha..Jolly!!!!

Was so pissed off.In  the night i can't fall asleep i don't know the reason why! Finally get to sleep but early in the morning 6+am house phone rang, and the house phone is place in my room.=.= Idiot friend called,cause his phone spoil..what an asshole, but can't blame him! blame the lousy phone then.About 7am my sister alarm rang, argh and wake me up again!! Took a long time to fall asleep. And at 10am plus mummy wake me up! She buy me food, brother sick! complained to her i did not get enough sleep. and she told me she didn't get her sleep due to taking care of my brother. At least I'm better get a few hours of nap. Finish POA homework before i get online.(=left balance sheet to do. Tons of homework for June holidays..ENGLISH.F&N,CHEM,POA! Trying to finish poa and chem first then English! 4pm have to get back to poa! Anyway,got a new play list for my blog, listen to those songs, hope you guys will like it.(:Alright i shall end here!!!

byebye!

What a long day.

Yesterday was a long day, spend my day with YCKSS due to ndp once again.
Wake up in the morning to prepare to get to school, met up with pearlyn. Reached school and everyone was waiting for the bus to arrive, travel for a distance and reach the campsite. Sun was scorching it was really burning!! After that there's a sudden change in weather Mr. lightning appear. All thanks to him, we got a long break. Having snack, biscuit and packet of Milo. An announcement from Mr Siva and all back to the parade. Trained with the army boys, and they could book out at about evening.(envy=.=) Ate dinner at 6pm, everyone was pretty looking forward but ended up... i shall not elaborate. Went back with the formation. ended at 8.45pm. Talk about our performance and said we could do better.(: Called my dad, my idiot coming fetch me HOORAY! ha-ha.. after all I'm still lazy and super tired!! Msg songtian, ha-ha you guys are really a lousy liar. I can see you. Xp but don't do it again it's pretty late you see! Follow idiot to buy ticket of the unmistaken child at plaza sing at the picture house. No food and drink is allowed in the special theater. Only about 80 seats.Went home bath and prepare, saw baby Ryan, he come my house for a visit! HAPPY! We were watching a real life story, it was a documentary about lama and reincarnation. I thought i would fall asleep in the theater as i was seriously beat. Yet, i did not! As i found it interesting.Great, i love this documentary, and it was 1plus am. Family, wants supper and i have to tag along, falling asleep at the shop.(: only drank a coconut drink while the others ate. Reach the van and fall asleep again. Went home change, brush my teeth and off to my sweety bed  . Woke up by me mum today in the afternoon at 2plus pm nearly 3pm. Ate, visit blog shop,face-book and now blogging. We have 10 days of rest before the next ndp training. Mum is nagging, have to do my holiday homework! OFF I GO. i will not blog often. Goodbye, take care those who're going obs.
BYE BYE!(=

Went out today with jojo,pearl,fw&sk.
Headed to ktv once again this time, we spend quite sometime there... took pictures and it's pretty cool with camera! Got bored and headed to Singapore famous durain head instead, took pictures once again and pearl and me was feeling hungry, walk around marina and finally decided to eat carl's junior(if i spelled correctly) Was quite full and off to durian head again to take the night scenery. the breeze there was pretty awesome and i felt is more for a couple to go there.. That's all for the day.
sorry that i didn't make a decision. i know you will wait. i need more time. i could feel everything..
i am feeling lousy, a kind of feeling that i could not described...i thought saying out would be the right choice but now i felt keeping quiet is actually the best thing..
 

I am so pissed off!!!!!!!!

i'm happy!

Went to practical early in the morning, it was quite difficult basically.. After that went to the hall quarantine till nearly 12pm. Wait for someone and off to Amk.. Lunch at kfc, filled with laughter and joy. Headed to amk Cathay, and watch 'THE LOSERS' it was pretty awesome and cool. i'm loving it especially the part where the guy raise his hand to act as a gun to vs the security which is having the real gun, yet the guy without the gun could shoot those security. Cool man. And was super blur, drank the wrong drink, and after that left my hp in the toilet lucky i claim it back, but compared to songtian i'm nothing not as blur as him. I have to say i enjoy the outing and it was pretty fun and funny. Next i want to watch "THE LAST SONG' as hiap lee and val dislike Miley Cyrus have to watch with my sister then. They said that must bring tissue along as the story was pretty touching better then dear john. Thank you "_______" anyway for everything.(:
and you...GET WELL SOON!take care...

JustOneSmile

Morning was so piss with my brother, wake me up at 12+! Argh.. woke up, slack and slack just to waste time.. evening went to my Ahyi house she is really funny love her much. Saw my baby ryan still as cute as ever...! Went to makan and home sweet home. Meeting up with my primary school friends on the 14 of june, not confirm yet.. but i hope i everyone can make it.(= Miss and love you guys.. Yeah! Tmr there's practical... have to sleep early.
Ystd night was a omg night for me.. shall not elaborate much.. Tomorrow going out with HUAS and then thursday with pearlyn they all(: alright shall end here..
Goodynight,sweetydreams. MUACKSSS!

Loves!!!

Woo,readers! i am back! muhahaha
Exams are finally over, left with practical! Awww ma, i'm in the 1ST shift of the practical, have to be quarantine from 9 plus am to 12pm. what the heck... envy those who're in the 3rd or 2nd shift.
Wed and Thurs, is checking of script and taking result, oh my god scary dayy!
0kay have been shopping these days! What a shopping spree with my mum and sister today...bought a shoe, thanks mummy. hahaha...
Yesterday went to kbox with my sis and the boyfriend.. it's just $8 as kbox is celebrating their anniversary, but for a period of time only! Enjoying these days..(:
I can't wait to meet up with rachel,weishi,grace and wesley! Miss you guys till the max!!
Going out on tuesday, muhahaha with the crazy naughty one's!! These night have been thinking and thinking.. will everything change out of sudden? And my beloved daddy, you have to get out of this house, don't always stay at home. Happy belated 9 years anniversary to my house.. i love you home,  giving me warmness and sweetness.
i love everything!!!!!!!!!


Val, i got very confuse after reading your blog eh... so is which? haha
Fatty, cheer up la.. i know you can overcome it again! bear it in mind stay strong and jiayous ooh!

Happy Mothers' Day!

Happy Mummy day!
Love you so much, hope you stay cute as always and not worry so much! MUACKS!

Happy Mummy day!

Happy Mothers' day. Celebrate with mum yesterday, ate seafood and the food was fantastic! I'm loving it, went to watch the back up plan the show was quite funny.Went shopping today, bought a wallet which is shown in the pictures. Shall not elaborate much about it, enjoy the photos!

Just came back from watching IP MAN 2 i totally agree this show it's better than iron man, firstly i felt there were lots of fighting and secondly it teaches you quite a lot of things, Which are sensible and meaningful. Well, i did learn something after watching the show. People showing respect and humbleness to one another. I am also glad that our country could lived in harmony right now. unlike the past, well, it's a message and lesson the we learn from the past. It really enlighten me. Winning doesn't matters. Haha, you guys have to watch this show!! And the guy at the lest was really handsome! and the right he is pretty awesome, he have real kungfu and quite handsome looking though he is about 40+.(: and Mr ouch, don't worry okays, whatever it is we are always here for you!
Lastly i just add songs into my blog, thinking should i place back my tagbox. Oh yea,,, and my exams are around the corner, this might be my last post till my exams are over. Have to go back to my study now! Night! hope you guys enjoy the song.

Yeah! Ip man rocks!

Changes of life.

Went to the temple early in the morning, My sister and i only slept for 3 hours. We were having a heart to heart talk, When we were younger actually our relationship is not that close compare to now. She used to find me irritating, hearing upon her past make me felt so bless. I stayed at my aunt house since young, so i didn't really understand her. Soon i moved house which is where I'm staying now, we shared the same room, and our relationship really built up. She really dote on me, she buy me things, accompany me, when I'm sad she would cheer me up. She tells me off when I'm in the wrong, she thinks I'm too straightforward that's the only thing she dislike about me i guess! Well, she is very important to me and i really enjoy being with her. I really can't imagine one day she's married, though the route is still long, but times flies isn't it? I told her although i have more space in the room, but it won't be fill with smiles,laughter,songs and those super noisy voices. I told her maybe i would move to her house and stay. We both laugh and she knows i won't do that. Ha ha...Well, i can say that I'm quite dependent on her, she teaches me a lot and she really understand me. i enjoy going shopping with her, and yesterday both of us brought something. Yep, both of us slept and 3 and woke up around 7 plus. I can really say that i treasure our relationship, and you always include me in whatever you do!(:
I love my family and friends. These are the important things in my life. They bring me happiness,laughter and smiles but at times also gloomy days and darkness time. Of course best thing about them that they will never leave you alone in fear, they would stand by you like a body guard when you're weak, they would lend you a helping hand to pull you up, They would give you their ears to hear what you're going to say. Family and friends we have to forgive and forget, Well i have group of friends that would always stand by me , i have a family that dote on me! You guys really fill me life with full of things. Thank you people. Love you guys really much. My dearest kindergarten,primary and secondary friends. I wish you all the best in our exams, Let's work hard though we're really lazy. Well, i know we can do it!

Finally,woohooo..

Finally learn something, wooo people may find me stupid. Just change my blog-skin into a simple one, got in from the blogger, now trying to figure out how to put pictures at the top. Heeee, alright but not going to focus on my blog. Slacking on now and tomorrow have to start working really hard. Yeah readers, i have remove the tag box(: I'm feeling so great now..and my links are working perfectly fine now.
Alright it's getting late, off to my darling bed! Sweetdreams!!

Some funnyphotos out there!

photos!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEEPS!(:

Happy Birthday MS Huiruuuuuuuu!
Hope that you would stay as irritating as ever
and smiles would remain on your face forever !
Best wishes and loves ya till the max!
Happy belated birthday to ShiMin too! best wishes too!
Started off with my poa common test, i can say that i totally have no confidence to pass this paper,The rest of the lesson was not very boring too!
After school, went to watch iron man 2. i don't wish to elaborate much on it. But the show was pretty awesome,4.5 star for this movie. Took pictures and rush home as i need to go out again! Love those pictures pretty much shall post those photos for you guys to view as soon as possible!
Lastly i would like to thank junlong for that key chain! Appreciate it much!Thank you!
Alright,i shall end here then..since i have nothing much to say(:
Shall blog whenever i'm free since exams are round the corner.
GOODYNIGHT!

i have a lot of question!

Today , i came to school with fear..
We went our own way, lucky my sexy is there! Thank you very much! muacks!
Show and tell wanted to talk about my friends but last minute i change my plan. Talking about my sister.. well, i didn't prepare at all! Next, was his turn got a shocking news..was really stunned!!Okay i wanted to talk to you, but thinking of your parents voice it really make me turn away from you. Got really upset with the news that i got from you. I really wants to question you but i really can't bring myself to. Why you want to transfer? What is the main reason? Me? Why, why at this time?? Well, i don't understand, there isn't a need to transfer. After mum fetch me home, i really think through, this is not i want.. I'm preparing to open my mouth and talk, so please answer me..don't act cool with short answer and stuff I'll blow to my top. As you know i am not very  patience..  actually i was waiting for you to talk to me.(: 0kay la, actually I'm not angry with you i know is not your fault, i understand. Well, maybe wed okay cause I'm not going to school having 1 day mc! i wonder, how Alden and alex they all will feel when i'm not around. haha HAPPY I GUESS!!
anddd..thanks to my MR OUCH, i know you're stuck in-between us! as for the others thanks for the concern and those talking!!
Fatty, seriously actually what your wish? as in last thing to do? and do u find that you understand me more then i understand you... ...? Aha,and you are really a aunty laaa, nag non-stop!! Anyway thanks la, you also one of the best! Yeah,yeah! Finally, i am so happy!
i am still worried about ........ ............ i guess only a few people understand this.

Hello:D!! Been getting bad news lately,my life is really going up and down. Guess we all got a shock yesterday...Fatty, yesterday really enjoy talking to you.haha sorry to take up you sleeping time, now i am sure you look like panda..!! Well,make sure you be like a spartan and keep us accompany, we need you this noisy fat ass. so stay strong and do eat regularly, stop being a fool and so childish.Okay?! Next, hey...i am really tired of this game. Its always me losing out, chance doesn't always occur, time heals.. Its always my fault isn't it? They always blame on me. i quit playing i have enough of everything, put it to the stop, whatever it is let me be the bad person you can say i am hardhearted but i am like this. I know you are stubborn, so do i! you should know, i know one day you will sure let go, no matter how determine you are. I need time before talking to you and also it won't be like before that i can open up my heart and tell everything. You should learn your lesson right now.. i want to get out of this bloody shit thing but i know i will get up and i still have people around and someone need me. My future is in my hand, i won't let this affect me. Whatever your parents wants to do, bring it on! We still can be friends.
Fatty... i can say i'm seriously worried!!!!!!!!!!! You teach me something did you know? How to cherish.. now i'm trying to cherish the time.. you are really great! Remember tell me everything!Thanks for everything though we only know each other for quite a few months!! ALIKATO!
i will be happy! (:

WAKE UP!

Hello.. sports carnival was pretty alright! Bossaball is not that fun after all. We started late and ended late too! Well.we didn't get to do our class tee on time but my class is really sweet we still insist on doing it. Guess everyone like the idea and even our TC likes it. And thank you our sweet TC on ordering pizza for everybody..appreciate it much. Thank you Mdm Devi Mr tan and Mrs lim.
Things has been falling on me lately, i'm standing upright, making myself stronger and not let myself fall, i know those guys behind my back would pick me up..but i wish to be independent.Maybe this time fate is playing with us maybe it is just fated? Well, i lose you once again. 1st time this kind of things happen, i still can act as if nothing happen, keep my fear inside where no ones knows. Deep inside my heart, it did heal but only a bit. The 2nd time i stand up strong for myself. I dislike your parents, i fight for myself and i have no fear in them. Because i knew what i am doing and it's not my fault. I knew you would cry,sad and being emotional. Keep yourself in the room. trying to fight, going against the fate. We can't choose our parents our siblings but we can choose whom we wants to be with. You have to face the reality talk to them,open your heart and tell them what you're thinking, tell them what makes you change and close the door of your heart from them. At least they could try to understand. Yes, i know you wish me to be happy. looking at what misery you have gone through isn't making me happy. keeping everything to yourself is also not. i didn't blame you but your parents, i don;t knw how to face you. i can just keep quiet. You must face the problem one day no matter how you hide. it is just a matter of time. In our like we can always choose happy or sad. i learn not to shed a tear on this, bring it on.. i am not scared of them. Make them embarrass and not me. I know it is not easy for us to open up and talk again.. but i just wants to tell you that, i can never forget how you help me in my secondary school day life. Those memories,shall always follow me through. And i never regret of meeting you and knowing you.Thank you for everything and i wish you all the best in whatever you do.
lastly, i thank those who have been there for me and tries to cheer me up. I am alright, let's all just continue our life and path in our own ways. Let's just study hard for our upcoming exams.

                                    i see no point holding it on, separate may be the best choice.

Happy Birthday Songtian!
 Hey, has been very lazy these days. Super tired and weather it's killing me!!! How i wish it rains.. and make me feel cold. Rather then sweating like a mad kid with uniform is also smelly and wet. Study for test and doing homework has been taking up my precious time, admit that i have been very lazy too! Very restless these days,exams are nearing.. Have to wake up and buck up must start studying already...Sec 3 is so different from lower secondary.. is so stress! Test and test..not enough time to study. Well, i am not very happy these days due to "..." and some personal emotions too! Felt quite piss off, especially the weather!Argh! Shouted at Joshua today in extra POA lesson i really did not mean to do that to you, but i can't tolerate it. It's so difficult so communicate when everybody is talking you see..But thanks for the concern of the rest of my classmate! Dislike school out of a sudden... i have NDP too! my goodness..haha, but i sometimes enjoy it because i can play with the sec 1!
  To:Songtian (Mr ouch)
Happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to Mr ouch(AW)
happy birthday to YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
0kay i have already wish ya yesterday at 12 & today recess, my blog and maybe later facebook. keke...
Thank you for being there when i need you..(: best bestie..)
to someone... thank you for understanding toooo! so sorry...

Fat ass, i have been very worry yeah i know... i just can't control it. wadever i can do for u i would. Anything happens must tell me okay remember 24/7 please be like the spartan! and i can never forget the 1st song that i fell in love with introduce by u and almost fall asleep with your guitar.. Walk away, if u want to. It's okay if you need to, you can run but u can never hide from the shadow that;s creeping all inside u, there a magic running through your souls but u can have it all, wadever u do, i'll be 2 steps behind you,where ever u go and i'll be there to remind u..there is only take a min of your precious time.... TO TURN AROUND I'LL 2 STEPS BEHIND!!

 

Came back from NDP!

Those secondary 1 guys behind me is so cute and so funny!Thanks for making my NDP training so funny and fun! I'm enjoying it!! Has been super busy with studies and homework these days. Finally completed all the homework...(: POA and math test i sure fail. Math maybe can pass but not with flying colors of course! Anyway to someone.....I'm really happy for you! Okay, i hope i can go swimming every week! It really makes me think through a lot stuff !! I fall in love with swimming suddenly!weeeeeee!  Mid-year is coming everyone have to buck up! JIAYOUS!

Hello, went to Saturday carnival overall, we did play well.(:
Went to eat sakae sushi and then went to a ice cream shop. So happy..after that went to watch "When in Rome" it's really funny and it's really sweet!!
The guy is super handsome...! heeheeee...
Awwww.... i fell on Saturday, it's painful.. Ahaha.. and the very next day which is Sunday i fell again!!
That's because of my sister!!!!! It was really funny though my tears roll down cheek but I'm laughing non-stop although it's really painful! My parents say I'm crazy!!it's really funny!! After doing my homework, went to Forever 21 bought a dress and a clip. So happy for that!! Thank you mummy!!(:
Love this weekend, love my family!! How i wish every weekend would be like this. I would be super hyper and happy!!! Alright i shall end here... goodnight!!

Helloo!

Hellooo,i'm back
Stayed at home the whole day busy watching series..then watch the charity show so touching!
Okay watch the series and make me realise that my mummy and daddy are so important to us!
Our daddy is our superman and our mummy is our super hero! We thought we're very independent,but without our dad, we won't have money to spend, to buy, to eat and we'll be living in the street! Our mummy are the housewife that take care of everything.. they help us wash our dirty clothes, iron our uniform , cook our dinner with different dishes everyday![they have to crack their brain] so I'm here to say THANK YOU!I LOVE YOU!! I got to go now... goodybye & goodynight!:D

What a Holiday!

Our holiday is ending... it always seems not enough for us!

Busy with work,e-learning which everyone is complaining and then holiday homework! Chem and Physic homework seems to be the difficult one for me. Staring at it doesn't help, have to ask for HELP!

I didn't really rest well during this holiday, always stayed up till late night! Yeah enjoy myself at times during this holiday! Seriously getting fat without training, been eating way too much! Muhaha... Was watching this show "The Bind Side" it's pretty touching guess you guys should keep a look out on this movie. But it's now shown in the movie already,you got to find ways to watch this show.Went to Bugis just now to meet my parents, just came back for a rest and later have to go my dad's friend chalet as his son is finally turning 21!  Happy Birthdayyy!!!guess maybe going stay there for quite a while! Today i should wake up in the late afternoon because yesterday i stayed up till quite late to complete my e-learning and was chatting with my dear primary school friends and secondary school friends! Talk nonsense with Huiruu too! and i have to really thank fanfan and Mr big fat pig! hees** ALIKATOOO!

Big fat pig: i know you're sad just that you don't wish to say! cheer up alright, don't act strong anything must tell us okay? we are always 24/7 standby(;

Saw Huas blog it's been so long since i updated..mmmmm shall update later.. and songtian i having the right attitude okay!!(= and thanks to Huiru i suddenly feel like reading books. It could also improve my English!Yeah!

Lastly, my link board is not done yet.. I'm so lazy to fix it. so shall do it when i have the time! Anyway looking forward on the 27march the netball carnival, since Rachel & Weishi also going. and my dear team finally play together. Happy! I shall post pictures when i have the usb cable which is when i change my phone.heeheehee.. you guys got to wait! Shall end here...^.^ Goodybyeeeeeee.......

Came back!

Okay back from the dinner!

Fun and laughter this time round. Huiru cooked for me,thank you!(: They can't believe that I am actually a F&N student,can you believe it? I choose F&N for a reason. My art totally sucks and D&T machine seems scary to me after hearing much stories about it. Really enjoy this dinner,well next year will be a year playing without few seniors.;( Played a game, zhong ji mi ma and around 9 went to take the train to marina bay with Amalina, Nazihah and Huiru. Huiru took out a book title "MUMMY COME HOME" the cover attract me pretty much. Ask Huiru about the story,she told me about it it's quite pervert yet sympathetic. It cost $6. Ha, guess i am going to purchase this book.^.< I hope i will finish the story and i make sure i would this time round. Okay let's talk about my studies now.. my ppr1 seems sucks, makes me worry for my mid-year exam. Shall work harder then...jiayous! I shall end here then, got to finish my F&N work first.(:

Goodnight and sweet dreams.

 

Finally!(:

WOOO!
Finally my computer is back home.
March holiday is coming to and end, but my homework is not done yet.:(
Tonight shall finish some of it.
Went to IT show, overall i really enjoy it. Super happy...
Well camp ended at feb it was fun and really makes me love my class much! But i still miss my 204^.^
YOU GUYS IS REALLY THE BEST!
Later on got to meet lala,qiuxia ,ah ma aunty kenghui(which is the CID) and shimin to go orchard!
haha..let's enjoy the dinner! Okay having a short post for now shall update later when i'm back!
Lastly ndp is fun yet tiring!!(:

humans goes through lesson and more lesson but what do human gain? I got a lesson but i gain experince and knowledge. Though what they said was okay, but some how i just got a bit hurt and guilty. Saying sorry was really easy,but overcoming those words was really tough. Yeah, just like having some injection. Learning how to be tougher each time.
Ooh yeah,camp is fun except the toilet. Really enjoyed the bbq!

it's been so long since my last post.
Well, have been thinking and thinking through a lot of things. Well i think i shall stay where i want to and do what i like and what i want. Seriously its a difficult decision for me.
Well,i can really say you all really treat me very well. Words that can't describe. There seems to be ropes and bed or hands ready for me to pull me up whenever i need to. Support my back, whenever i stuck. Not to mention, really aprreciate it much!okay, let's talk about today. F&n miss teo was really angry with our class.i was really sleepy in her class but i don't dare to voice out to go toilet to wash my face. But somehow ms teo sport it! Haha she ask me to wash my face!muhahaha... Netball competition next,a great game that makes me really got a heart attack. Then it rained,was suppose to went home with nazihah,but instead follow huiru to kfc. Time wwent kfc with those boys too! Then home sweet home. Got so awkwardas drag due to waiting if bus and

just 2 more days to go!

hi, 2 more days to go.
Well, i dun knw why this time i have a very different feeling for the past 13 years. Just a very strange and weird feeling.
Andd a big thank you to all first. Especially baolan! Haha becuase you're the one who always counting down rather then me. And you have prepare 2 or 3 months ago? Is like omg, hehe very touch. Thank you. Well, i almost recover already happy about that. Tmr going vs campass vale jisyous ooh. Haha.. now life is boring. Not much laughter, but still laughing as only a happy mood give you a happy thinking and aeverything will go fine.

hi,i'm back.
Have been busy with studies and netball competition. Hope i recover soon,so i can concentrate well. Have been thinking a lot lately.well,hope i can think through. These days have been very touch by my friends around me. Thank you for your support and everything. Lobe you guys really lotls lots.
Just give me a little more time.

happy birthday kwk fatty!

happy 16 birthday fat ass!
Best wishes for ya, hope you won't be so childish anymore grow up!
May you pass your studies with flying colours and may you pass yr n'level!
Happy b'day to you,
Happy b'day to you,
Happy b'day to fat fat fat fat ass,
Happy b'day to ya!
Sorry yea, got trgn so never celebrate with you, as competition is really near and the date just change to29currently having a headache yea, so shall end here! Jiayous!

hello, sorry was so busy with studies and netball as conpetition is getting nearer. Hmm mm i hope it won't affect my studies. I still miss 04 i guess you're the best. Has been very quiet in the new class, haip and tian seems to be my best partner. Haha.. Well, all the noisy ones were in other classes. I miss the fun we had, the scolding we got,the bond that we built and they laughter we shared. I miss the guailan people and the irritating people. Well,it's a new class and i have to accept it, and i have new friends too! But goodluck till you people!jiayous

Happy new year eve!!! and HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY VAL

31/12/09-01/01/2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE TO EVERYBODY!
2010 is approaching!!
Oh well,let's talk about yesterday!
It's the sec 1 orientation. Spend 5hour and 30mins in school! With training and busy with the cca trails.
Yesterday was really funny and happy!!
I have been Hyper since the start of the training!
Training has been fun for me yesterday!!
I sing lots of childish song to irritate kenghui,shimin,lala and qiuxia. HeeHee.hahahha
Qiuxia and Sabrina was the photographer of the day!
So they did capture some of my stupid photos as i went in front of the camera to pose!muhahas
12am!!Happy new year!
I got so high and hyper!So happy! Love the countdown this time heeeheeehee
02-01-2010
Learn how to play majong few days ago,it's quite fun!
Awwww...my dear jiaxiang have to go!
Was ironing my uniform and i told myself i have to be prepared for school!
Although i wasn't.(;
2months just pass like this!
Next year gonna be a hard year,everybody got to study hard and stay back often!
03-01-2010
wake up late again as i slept on 2 or 3 am!
Last day of enjoying waking up late as tmr need to wake up at 6!
oh gosh,hope i won't be late and can wake up on timeeee!!
Soon i have to go "T" don't miss me kays!!
04-01-2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIEEEEEE and MY AUNT!!!
May this day grant all of your wishes and may you love me more!
haha but i bet you won't ass!!!!!!!![this sentence is for aunty valerieeee]
Love you la,can't celebrate with you cause there's training at 3 to 6!
But hope you like everything we did!
Must give us a hug kays!! 
Alrighttttt,i shall end here!
Good good byeeeeee!
See you peeps in school if you're from yckss!
As for rachel,grace and weishi we'll meet up soon kays. Miss you guys lots!!!!