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Hello, have been so busy this year. My days are so routine, so boring, so dead!Yesterday didn't went for ndip, cause i went to see doctor!Sorry to sexy once again, cause leave you alone! i felt bad! I think that i'm crazy, i felt uncomfortable yesterday because i did not attend ndp. I think ndp practices have become a part of life. Now i'm looking forward to national day where all of our hard work pays off! I have a lot of homework to complete, trying to cope. Schools became so boring! Well, we still have to study and work hard for our future. Let's talk about my life these days, i think i'm getting really crazy, i tend to think to much. I don;t know the reason why, hope all this thinking will not lead me to anywhere. it's not a good thing to think to much. Alright, today baby Ryan came to my house today. i really love him till the max! A baby that don't cry no matter what. Baby are really innocent, they don't have motive, they don't talk bad about you, they don't hide their feelings, they show their emotions. He came to my house today, he really lifted up my mood. When you say who is Ryan, he would tap his stomach!so cute! i play with him and he kiss me a lot of times! He is always smiling, i hope i could capture every of the moment using camera! but i didn't. This time i use my heart to do it, i remember it. When he need to go, he ran to me and kiss me to bid good bye.! So sweet, Thanks to him, my mood was really great! Had a really fun day spending with him. Shall update again when i'm free. will post nice picture next time! Good bye!