Hello, have been so busy this year. My days are so routine, so boring, so dead!Yesterday didn't went for ndip, cause i went to see doctor!Sorry to sexy once again, cause leave you alone! i felt bad! I think that i'm crazy, i felt uncomfortable yesterday because i did not attend ndp. I think ndp practices have become a part of life. Now i'm looking forward to national day where all of our hard work pays off! I have a lot of homework to complete, trying to cope. Schools became so boring! Well, we still have to study and work hard for our future. Let's talk about my life these days, i think i'm getting really crazy, i tend to think to much. I don;t know the reason why, hope all this thinking will not lead me to anywhere. it's not a good thing to think to much. Alright, today baby Ryan came to my house today. i really love him till the max! A baby that don't cry no matter what. Baby are really innocent, they don't have motive, they don't talk bad about you, they don't hide their feelings, they show their emotions. He came to my house today, he really lifted up my mood. When you say who is Ryan, he would tap his stomach!so cute! i play with him and he kiss me a lot of times! He is always smiling, i hope i could capture every of the moment using camera! but i didn't. This time i use my heart to do it, i remember it. When he need to go, he ran to me and kiss me to bid good bye.! So sweet, Thanks to him, my mood was really great! Had a really fun day spending with him. Shall update again when i'm free. will post nice picture next time! Good bye! 

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Laughing and joking day!

Hey,just came back from ndp once again! Freaking tired after a long day. Well I did enjoy today with pearlyn and Val! Joke a lot and we kept disturbing people! So funny and all of us laugh a lot. Shall post those photos on the other day. Put on make-up when ndp today,we looked like monster muhahaha... But some of the girls were quite pretty. Guys have to put on make up too but not that obvious. Well, we did a lot of stupid things. Thanks Wesley sim for the concern! You're the best okay! You are really funny and acts like my 2nd mama! So cute of you man. But I really appreciate it much see news still remember I'm involve in the ndp. Fatty, I'm not angry already, hope you relly learn a lesson! I shall post the pictures as soon as possible alright! Wondering should i post those ndp picures shall let me consider 1st. Alright it's late, my sweet darling bed is waiting for meee! Goodnight everyone! Heewoooooooo! Happy!(:

Heeha!

HeeHa! I am back again!
Alright, have ndp on the Saturday, it was raining that particular day. Everyone did it in the rain once again! I don't have any clip or pictures.My blog is so bored, soon will flood my blog with photos! When i am free alright?! And i am feeling alright already, no worries friends. I am really alright! Take care fw,sexy,jerome! Get well soon!(:
Shall end here since i don't know what else to continue with.

Worst day of 2010!

Been down these days! That day it seems to be a frightening nightmare but sad thing was that it wasn't a dream, it was for real. I seems to be in a drama situation, frighten and shock. Hello, is just a small problem? Why have to say things that are hush? why must make things turned this way? All of those sentences hunt me, i could clearly remember what you guys said! I really panic, of course tears just kept rolling down my cheeks. I don't wish to lose anyone, moreover see both of you behave like that. It hurts it really hurts, you guys are the most important to me. But there's nothing i can do, Next we got back our result, haiis i will work hard and work smart. I'm not letting you to beat me down. Just hope the rest of 2010 will be peace and smooth and nothing would happen again. I hope history would not repeat itself, i hope everything would be fine, that day when i was at the playground i looked up into the sky saw a lots of star in the sky, i pray. I hope god would hear what i have said. Life has to go on, but i hope my next life i would not be a human again. he he..Alright let's talk about school days! As usual, boring! Well we have been super busy, what are we busy with? NDP,STUDIES,CCA. yea yea ndp is not an excuse, but is tiring! Well, tomorrow having a trial run or real run not sure but have to put on make up and style our hair, aw www,,,hate it i have thick gel on my hair, i love natural hair.:( no choice. Hope tomorrow time would really fly! AND ..... better listen to me.okayyyyyy!Alright, readers i have to say i will seldom update my blog as I'm really  busy with stuff and work. Shall update when I'm free again. GOODBYEEEEEE......!(=